How are you?

I dont have the right to get jealous, curious, angry or anything else.
Or.. i do?
Ha no i dont.

But when something odd appear, many random thoughts pop out in my head and it feels like gonna boom.
I mean, just all of a sudden, i'm panic.
Literally.

I'm panic when you aren't seen at socmed
I'm panic when you get caught in rain
I'm panic when your influenza doesnt go away
I'm panic when you are late
I'm panic when you drive all day long to town or your so-far-away course and your shank get stiff
I'm panic when you have so much 'big things' to think, manage and do and you will get dizzy. Yea, you get dizzy all the time, easily. As i can remember few months ago
I'm panic when it comes to you

But i cant do anything
I just can keep wondering
Sit and thinking
About what youre doing

And..afterall, how are you buddy?